1. "I
Found Out Who I Am!"
The room
is filled with laughter, and it's me laughing! The joke was on me
and I fell for it! For many years, I fell for it.
I can't believe
the answer is so simple and real.
I'm nobody - I'm not
real. I'm imagined; and at the same time I'm everybody and a part of
everything that is timeless and formless. I have no separate
identity. All I have are my experiences and the joy in my
heart. My experiences will be merged with those of all men
and my heart and its joy will become one with all hearts -
I'm so very happy that I'm finally nobody. I'll be even happier when
you're nobody too!
August 1975
2.
"God"
Out of "love", God gave thee life, Out of "life", God
made thee man, Out of "man", came great sin, Out of "sin", will
thee evolve, When evolved, will thee find God, When with God, thee
will be love.
summer'74
3. "I don't want their hearts ---"
My work here
is to find the keys, and open the hearts of men. The keys are
different with each one, as are the locks on their hearts.
The
work is hard and there is no reward until the end, if there is an
end. No one likes their secret hearts opened and exposed to pain;
but without pain, there can be no joy -
I don't
want their hearts, and I don't want their minds, or their bodies, or
their souls. I just want them to love Jesus like I do; and they
don't; Not yet they don't -
But when
it happens, if it happens, that will be my reward - For then I'll be
more complete, and more perfect than before, because I am part of
them all a part that is love and belongs to one heart - His
heart.
9/3/75
4.
MUSIC
Music touches my soul - It reminds me of something I
was and always will be; something I can't always remember I
am.
The voices and instruments of music take me inside myself
to touch my reality. For fleeting moments I am the sounds I
hear, the sounds that imitate the "sound of God". ..
August
'75
5. PAIN
Bodily pain can rip out the guts of a
strong man and render him weak. Mental pain can explode in the mind and
destroy the "will" of man. Heartache can tear out the very "center" of man
and leave him lifeless and unable to love. But no pain is without purpose,
no matter how unbearable it is! Thank God for
pain, for when the injured man is healed he knows greater strength than
before; for he has learned that the body of man is only a shell with the
real strength deep inside. And the mind is only a tool to gain greater
insight and higher goals. And the heart is but a testing ground to perfect
man's ability to receive God's pure love. Thank God for pain; for through
pain does man progress back to God..
Summer 1974
6. Karma
KARMA IS RELATIVE TO WHERE AND WHAT WE ARE.
THERE IS ALWAYS
A DEBT
TO PAY OR A DEBT OWED ON EVERY LEVEL ON EVERY PLANE.
FOR IF THIS
WERE NOT TRUE, WE WOULD BE GODS. . . .
Summer 1974
7.
Dear Soulmate
Do you remember our birth; when you were a part
of me and I was a part of you and we both were one? Can you remember all
the lonely days and nights spent since the search for your other half was
begun? Or how much time has passed since our separation and plans for
completion were cast? Does the trip through eternity become easier as the
trip ends? Can you see the future through the past as a new day begins?
Will the wait be worth the union of two souls? Will the path to God be
easier as the wedding bells toll? Can union with God be greater than
finding your other self? There is no other way, no other kind of
wealth! Travel with me, and you will see. I love you, me.
Summer '74
8. TIME
Time has no meaning when life here ends for
it's only a tool as a means to that end. There will be no need for Time
when there are no needs. There will be no needs when this earth life ends.
Needs are for physical existence; and no physical existence can continue
'forever", because 'forever" is part of Time and There is NO Time -All
Time is Now .... !
summer 74
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9.
SOULMATES
When the breath of life was breathed, two souls came
in as one;
They split and parted then . . . They settled and life
was begun.
These two traveled through many lives, they met and
parted again.
For all the pain and tears they shed, the joys and
laughter remain.
The storehouse where they keep their love will
store from many lives;
the best of all of their qualities to make
them perfect husbands and wives.
For you see, when these two meet,
in the place where soulmates live,
they will be as two complete,
to be joined by God and in this way give.
Summer '74
10.
"I FOUND HIM "
I found him, I finally found him and now I know
why all the love songs in the world were written and sung. I understand
why the poet pours his heart's blood into his work, and I know how the
artist puts his feelings on canvas with all the colors of the
rainbow.
I found him, I really found him, and my life is finally
beginning to make sense. I can understand the reason and rhyme of life;
and see "the sweet beauty of death". I can "live" for the first time ever;
and be one with life of all forms; and I can look forward to death and the
"love kissed freedom" it will bring.
I found him, at last I found
him, but I can only look at him and dream of his reality; for we cannot be
together this earth life. Sometimes I feel the presence of his spirit all
around me, but I cannot touch him. Life seems cruel, but really it's only
just, they say happiness comes only once, but when I think of what I've
found, I realize that to know he exists is happiness enough, and that now
my happiness is eternal, because I found Him ! April 12,
1975
11. "I Live For Each Moment"
When I'm with you, I
can live from moment to moment without thinking of the future or
past.
When I'm with you, "time" stands still, I am a child and
"peace" is in my heart.
When I'm with you, "All things become one";
Our hearts beat as one, and our minds think as one.
When I'm with
you, I become you.
When we're together "Life" is endless; "Beauty"
is everlasting; "Love" is eternal and "We" are forever.
Together we
will learn the "secrets of nature"; "the miracles and magic of
life";
"the mysteries of the universe"; "and the wisdom of the
Gods"
I treasure the time we share together; for the moments are
precious and few; But "in reality" there is no time; and so, these moments
can never end.
They will always "Be", for you and me 10-
18-75
12.
ATOM
The atom is man's ancestor. In the beginning of life on
earth the atom splits and two halves go their separate ways to experience
all experiences on earth, and to gain both negative and positive qualities
for each in balance. Then at the end of life on earth, the two halves can
join together as two complete atoms and travel in union for eternity to
find God, and make Him more complete than before, more perfect than
perfect. So you see, that the spliting of the atom and the progress of
both parts is what life is all about. Does the atom that science splits
progress faster than we do? Was this part of the plan too?
Summer
1974
13. TRUTH
My love for you, is the only real truth
I 've ever known. Love and beauty and truth are One; and "you are so
beautiful"!
True love is so special and pure. It makes me think
of snow melted by the sun. The pure water from the beautiful white snow
covers everything and washes it clean.
The love I have for you
melts from pain as tears to cleanse my heart.. My tears are painful tears
of sorrow and joy. I'm sorry it took so long to find you, and I'm full of
Joy to be with you now...
We will
have to part for a while; but in truth. we will not be separated. Life
flows in natural cycles, and as the cycles of our lives continue we will
meet again -- this time to be together forever. We will be released from
the world of matter; and from the limitations of time and space. We will
be pure and free. Then as all free men must do, we must stop, turn back
and serve.
There is so much pain in this world. We must again share
that pain. We must give our hearts to all mankind. We must teach them that
"pure love" and beauty and truth are One.
Summer '74
14. Friends
Friends come and friends go; Friends
are often enemies put together to work things through;
Friendships
last and friendships part, but some few friendships are a precious
work of art.
If I had a friend that was a real friend to me; I
would treat that friend as if she were "Queen Bee".
For good
friends are few and far between. And if I had a friend, I'd make my
love for her seen.
Would you? summer 74

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